Its been already a week and I have been hiding this crap of feeling..
When Life gives you lemons, you accept it, right? But guess what, this Lemon needs to turn into a Lemonade.. Its Freakin' me out!
But, right now, I have already calmed down.. You'll see when I get to that part. I just can't blurt it all out right now, coz I'm in public and the person talking about is just beside me, i'm sorry for this,reader., rather I shall edit it when I get home. How annoying it is if i get Lazy. Well, Laziness comes first, not only that.. We have Finals exam. [Funny thing is we are already in our Finals Exam, but other schools are still on their Midterms.. Cool. But Sucks, I tell you that. :/]
Back on topic, this happened on the day about exactly this day and time. [well, most likely on around 2:30-3pm. Right now is 1:53pm] I just asked this Girl that if she's going to buy them all the whole paper bag with more or less five clothes in it, I think more of it was just Cardigan clothes Which costs about Php200 each, and I never thought she would reply this motherfucking way: "THAT?! YOU THINK THAT I WILL BUY THEM ALL? HUH?" Something like that. We were in the class, and other courses where there and I felt ASHAMED. FUCK. Damn. I don't know how to reply, I just replied in a stuttering voice to her. And damn that bitch how I wish she heard it, I just said, "Well, you were carrying the whole paper bag.. So, I thought you're going to take them all", in a much lower tone. Then I thought, You went to the bathroom with the seller to fit the clothes this morning, How come you didn't wear it while you where there?. It annoyed even me more that she didn't take the Cardigan wear that she liked, instead of caring them all for the whole day, and gave it back to the seller, making me think that she's really buying them all.
<I tried putting my emoticons and I have failed. Oh wait, the INTERNET FAILED ME.>
So whatevs, the whole class made my day worse because she was just beside me. When the class is over, I left immediately.
And all of those days afterwards I just don't want to talk to this person for the rest of my life, [I engraved it to the stone I made up in my mind. LOL.]. BUT, since I don't want that to happen, its not because I care, its because I don't want any issues spreading around the class. IThe wrong thing is, is that, she shouldn't have raised her voice. Every time I see her, I want to punch her face, get mad at her, do not talk to her, kill her.. Oh wait. That's bad. LOL
Anyway, when my other friends are with me, I'm fine with them. But when she suddenly enters my space, my happiness turns to anger. Every time I see her, I never forget the day when she did that. The bad thing is I never Moved on. FUCKING LIFE.
But anyway, I think I should leave now, coz its around 2:30pm and I need to get to class.. people are also multiplying in this room for evaluation of teachers!
That's it.
Ja ne~
Cath X~
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