Eye - to - Eye ??

That moment when you see your crush and he suddenly gave an "eye-to-eye" contact..

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My gosh, that happened to me, but not that WAY. I'm more of this way: (remember "escort"?) I'm on-timer, meaning, I don't have much time to use the computer, I limit myself because I have duty later, XD

Okay, fine.. I'm not sure if he does have any "eye to eye" contact, but every time I saw him walking, I kinda.. KINDA saw him looking back.. maybe, maybe not. Last time happened was.. this Friday (Jan 13, 2012). 

That morning I was late and I really need to get to class. FOREVER LATE, WHY?! TT^TT, and since it was already New Year, its been a pretty long week since I haven't seen him. While on my way walking and climbing up to 5th floor, yes walking and climbing and yes NO F*CKING ELEVATOR.. Do you know how hard it is? Everyday you get tired and sweating and panting.. and whatever lets get back on track. Okay, so, while I was walking and climbing at the stairs, I was thinking if I could ever see him this afternoon or maybe sometime. Well, its Friday, I oftentimes see him at the Paseo during lunchtime. And so, if that happens..

...it will be a great day.

SKIP THE TIMELINE

Okay, so, its already lunch time. We've been release dismissed at 10:30am, too early for the class to dismissed actually (12pm). After we ate at canteen, we went to Paseo, one of my classmates wants us at the Locker area, my other friend doesn't want too 'cause she's already tired of walking. How about resting a little? She said. Okay, so we seated at the occupied round table, (and its lunch hour, we run out of chairs!). Then after a few minutes the round table next to us was now unoccupied!

So we sat down there, then my classmates said she saw my escort. I was all, "UGGH, not again! D:". Then they searched for him, and it wasn't him. They thought it was him, after a few minutes. They were like, "KAT..!"

And I still look like this

I was all like, well where is he? I thought. My classmates pointed he has the pink shirt, and I was like, PINK?! Cute! Kawaii, (I'm always happy to see a man wearing pink, XD). But I didn't say it verbally, more like mentally ( I'm more of a mentally-spoken mind, hehe.. wait that doesn't sound right.. :/ oh well. :D ) Okay, then I reaaally saw him, he was standing, fixing his bag at the other end, below the Locker Area. My classmates wanted us to leave and go to the Locker Area, but I don't wanna! I look like a stalker! I'm more of a distanced-viewer! 

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Hey, we'll cut here then. The timer has gone off.. Bye-bye~!
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Ok, that was one hell'a long days, uh, weeks of not posting any blogs.. so continue~! XD
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Another one moment took place when I blog this two days ago.. (sounds/ looks confusing don't ya think?? :-? )


It happened on Friday, Lunch Break, after class of course. So, we went to the back hallway, where everything is creepy when you are alone walking on the hallway and there is no class. 


Anyway, my friends and I walked down the hallway and climbed down the stairs to the first floor, the exit led us to the outside, where the guards are there. So, turning to the left where the canteen goes, I saw Escort seating on the Round table (Paseo actually, :). ) At first I saw, he then looked at me, my friends turned, theysaw him and they started teasing me, especially who's holding me. She's teasing me because we're wearing jacket, with a playful punch at my arm. I never get the "kilig" feeling, I just smiled at her for teasing me. 

(^^ can't find a  better GIF, XD)

But what really happened was when we get downstairs, I just saw him at the table. He then looked at us-- but his eyes are locked into mine.. Or was it just imagination? We just stared, I mean looked at each other.. Until then he smiled, I smiled back but looked away. (That's the time when my friend starts punching me, she's in more "kilig" than me.. wow.)


I then started to wonder until the end of the day..

Were are eyes really locked into each other? Was it just my false vision? (I have glasses, nearsighted BTW. So, far distances are, like,fucking blurry, :/) Was it just imagination? Or was he looking behind me? Or maybe he was looking at my friend..?? Well that freakin' hurt. I lo-- like that guy so much it hurts to know that he likes my friend, and I have no freakin' idea what will my reaction would be, but I think I will scream-- SILENTLY. xD., or just pretty damn in utter depression and forget my existence in this world and starts crying like I died. 


But anyway, let's stop at that moment, because that might lead me to "pessimism mode", meaning it might lead me more to negative thoughts making me more stressed than ever, LOL, joke. 


So, that's it! I think, haha anyway. Have a blessed days~ :D


Cath X~